I hate the moves to drive an opponent’s head or neck into a mat vertically. The reason is that they look so dangerous and turn me off. As an example, I watched Syuri vs Maika in the 5 Star GP 2021. Syuri pinned Maika with Ryuen. Syuri drove Maika neck-first into the mat, that was so scary. If it looks nice, a simple move should be regarded as a finishing hold, I believe. German suplex of Utami Hayashishita looks persuasive to pin. I hate the way Utami did it to Syuri this June, though. Utami applied German suplex to Syuri at the ringside and Syuri hit the back of her head on the edge of the ri ..read more

Tokyo reports 2,848 new coronavirus cases today, that is record high. I’m so scared to hear the news because I haven’t taken the vaccine yet. Might as well work from home… The only good thing about the COVID-19 is that I can telecommute. I need to commute to work after the pandemic. I’m not ready to accept it now ..read more

Olympic games have started last week. I feel that atmosphere in Japan seems to be changing, that makes me misanthropic. A survey told that about 60% of Japanese people disagreed with Olympics before. Also, many TV programs went along with the opinion. However, almost all the TV programs are happily reporting the Olympics now. Why did they change their attitude abruptly? Worth still, I saw “people-on-the-street” interviews which mainly welcomed the Olympics in TV programs. I wonder how Japanese government could take measures if the pandemic would expand rapidly… Actually, I will take the first ..read more

The Olympic games are going to be held this week, that makes me so anxious. And I have no choice but to wait for them to end soon while staying at home… I won’t watch them on TV because I don’t welcome them. Actually, many Japanese people have disagreed with the Olympic games amid the pandemic, but the government didn’t seem to listen to it and pushed forward to hold them. Such behaviors disappointed many Japanese people including me a lot. Worth still, they advocated “kamikaze spirit” saying “ the power of bond”. I wonder if the spirit could solve the pandemic… How hopeless the gap between th ..read more

Today, I was so embarrassed because I showed my hip to a woman. I went to the dermatologist as my wrist and instep were itchy. Also, I had a scab on my hip. What I learned is that I should have checked the sex of doctor… She took a picture of my hip and we saw it together, that made me embarrassed. Tomorrow, I will complete the report a few days earlier than the deadline to have emotional leeway ..read more

Today, I was feeling hangover because I drunk a bottle of white wine last night. My partner and I enjoyed it but I drunk the most of the bottle. Because of hangover, I did easy tasks only and finished the job earlier than usual. The thing I learned is that it is smart to take a rest when I don’t feel good. The reason is that if I worked so hard feeling stressed, I would get sick. Tomorrow, I will work on making a report. I hope I will be able to complete it by the end of this week ..read more

Today, I decided to write a diary because my English seemed to get worse recently. I’m working on creating a resume for a job change and facing a kind of slump. The reason is that the choice of words is different from that of my diary. I realized the big gap between my English and English level required for business… I was suffering from mental block when I was making the resume. I am about to lose my confidence… However, I cannot give up the dream to use English again. I have no choice but to go forward to attain my goals ..read more

The state of emergency was lifted on May 25th, 2020 in Japan. I had been staying at home and done teleworking for about two months. I will share what I had an interest in during that time. 1. Become a fan of Crea (久令愛): A future star of PURE-J I happened to watch the match of Crea while seeing Youtube, for no particular reason, and I had an interest in her. The reason is that Crea looks full of spirit as well as has an attractive aura which star pro wrestlers have, that’s just my opinion, though. Her silver costume which Command Bolshoi, her trainer, used before matches her so much. As far as ..read more

Today, I was a little tired because my partner visited my house last weekend after two weeks absence. I might have gotten used to live alone lately, and my body clock seemed to be messed up by staying with my partner. This morning, I joined a meeting on Zoom. And then, my boss asked me for an urgent task which I had to finish by 3pm today. I was so rushed, and  I tried to concentrate as much as possible. After completing the job, I was so exhausted, and I didn’t want to do anything. That’s why, I didn’t work overtime today. After work, I played an online game which improves my memory. Lat ..read more

Today, I was so confused while I was working. The reason is that my workload was about to overflow. I’ve been working on tough jobs continuously, and I have to work overtime lately. This evening, I was badly stuck at work as I couldn’t analyze the data well. That’s why, I was so rushed because I had to get the results within limited time. However, I couldn’t do that. So, I gave up, and I did some exercises for a change of phase. Tomorrow, I’ll ask my colleague to reduce my workload. I can’t concentrate on each task if I’m chased by many tasks in a time. Work still, I can’t make the most of my ..read more