My mum died 3.5 months ago.  Anyone who follows me on Instagram may have noticed I haven’t spoken on stories for a similar (possibly longer) time. Mum never told me she read my blog, but I know she watched my stories as she’d always start her phone calls by telling me how tired I looked... in the nicest ‘mum’ way of-course!) her little way of keeping tabs on me and what was going on day to day, maybe that’s why it’s significant to my processing the change. It’s not my version of a 21st century state of mourning - it’s just how grief has effected me. I’m not a ‘cryer’ that’s not way of emoting ..read more