This is a brutal day. And this too shall pass. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Sorry everyone but for some reason, the episode didn't seem to merge into one and it's 3 parts due to the recording length and something additional I wanted to add so here is the rest! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

This is some really raw and vulnerable, very personal pain that I am pouring out in this episode with insights on why and how it happened as well as truly showing how when you look at the eyes of a Narcissist, you are looking into the eyes of evil. Once we realize why this is happening that is half the battle and we will heal and recover from narcissistic abuse and we will expand our consciousness and heal wounds of past ancestors as well as future generations.   Narcissistic abuse is part of our soul's journey and it's here to help you be the one to break the cycle of abuse and lack of s ..read more

Painful, painful stuff tonight. Narcissists - go no contact, stay no contact or pay dearly. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Day 590 post narcissistic abuse. I talk about still missing my narcissist, still not 100% coming to terms with him not being able to change. Trying to figure out how to just be happy on my own. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Ironically this episode had 22 seconds at the end. And that it’s day 588 abuse free! Love my number messages. May you all be healed of the wounds that narcissists have inflicted on you. May your days of suffering be minimal. May you know you’ll be okay. ❤️ --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Just a quick blurb on how narcissists would willingingly let us sit there and suffer when they could offer comfort or love in some form to ease the pain. They never will because they don’t care if you suffer. Why allow that? You deserve love and comfort just like you would give if it was needed from you! I hope you leave your narcissist. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Day 548 away from narcissistic abuse, 98% no contact for months now. It’s a better day than most and my vibration is up! I hope this episode will inspire you and put a smile on your face! A no tear episode!! Only smiles, I promise. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

If you have doubts about leaving, I hope this helps change your mind. 531 days since I left abuse and I’m still struggling to put myself back together. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more

Is it possible I still have a sex drive?!! Lol That I’m still alive in there somewhere?? That enough of the onion peeled away during these 516 days away from my ex narc that I’m ready to venture into the dating realm?? Maybe.... --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support ..read more