I started literally SCREAMING and crying when I got the news (text) today that someone I thought was having a stroke was, indeed, having a stroke, but in did nothing. I didn’t call 911 for her because I didn’t want to be a busybody getting into her business. What is she was just high on Benzos or whatever? Still - I should have called 911. I AM A STROKE SURVIVOR and I KNEW BETTER but I FAILED. OMG, I failed spectacularly. I do, however,, realize that I could not have stopped the stroke and that in didn’t cause it. Still…. Don’t wait! Remember: when someone is having a stroke, EVERY SECOND COUN ..read more

On the eve of my fourth wedding anniversary, I mailed my husbands ashes to his family. Death sucks and grief sucks ..read more

You get to hear me play piano in this one! And now you'll heat what I mean when I talk about the millions of mistakes I make when I play! But at least you'll get to hear a few little snippets of what I talk about A LOT! I'm super joyful about this turn of events, since I was kinda bummed in my last podcast and feeling a little self-doubt ..read more

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and other stuff that helps explain some of what happened in my recent nightmare. Plus, I share some devastating childhood events (including the one about which I titled this podcast) I managed to live through and thrive in spite of. I survived so much abuse, cruelty and neglect at the hands of my parents, but particularly by 82. It's a miracle I am still alive ..read more

I think it is. Let's talk about it ..read more

This is very deep, and I'm crying through most of it. So if that bothers you, you probably don't want to listen to this one. *****UPDATE APRIL 18, 2023***********. I am so thankful that I escudes these thoughts and feelings back then, and I remember what I learned about my value and how priceless I truly am. It can be easy to forget, but I haven't forgotten, I just needed a little reminder. I am writing my autobiography now, so I'm listening to my podcasts again and choosing to publish some of them. I feel healed and strong enough to share this one now, and it baffles me that I ever spent so m ..read more

But not about the Creepy Weirdo! Ha! Listen and you'll understand. (It's about the creepy InstaGram follower ..read more

Where did that expression come from, anyway? Gold mining? Hmmmmm. Judy a general catch up podcast ..read more

A great conversation just now with one of our amazing clients. Just wanted to share this little moment of light. It's minor, and small, but I'm celebrating it, anyway ..read more