A spring wedding.
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
All day, everyone has been going on about the bloody weather and how sunny it is while I’ve been stuck inside mostly revising for my A Level mocks which are timetabled to take place in two weeks. However, this Easter holidays haven’t actually been that bad. Well, in fact, they’ve been probably the best few days that I had so far this year. So, I was invited to Will’s mum and step-dad’s wedding a few months ago which was such a pleasure to be asked to go to and I was really excited to go. Although when I was asked, it did cause panic in the back of my head. What the hell was I going to wear, ho ..read more
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My life since my disappearance through pictures
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
Hey, it’s been a while. Since around September to a about a month ago, I had a bit of a breakdown. Not a serious breakdown where I’ve ended up in hospital but a breakdown where I’ve had no motivation to write at all. Maybe it’s because I’m taking three essay A levels where I constantly write all the time. Also, I felt a kind of pressure to write something worth your time to read but I’ve learnt that you guys like what I write so it’s really up to me what I write. So. What have I been doing in 2019? Let me show you. This is Will. He’s been my boyfriend for nearly 6 months and he’s been honestl ..read more
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Brain of goo
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
I don’t really know how to start this or how to say why I’ve been gone because honestly, I don’t know what’s really happened. October was quite a bit ago and I think since then, my stress levels have risen to the point where I haven’t been able to concentrate on much. My brain has just melted into a stream of sweet pink goo. And the things that I have focused on have been the things that I’ve needed to do like stupid law essays. But most of the time, I’ve been in space. Not really knowing what the fuck is going on at all. But please stay with me. I’m getting better and trying to balance things ..read more
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Your grey blue sweater-poem
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
I wrote this poem a month ago when I was reminiscing about the past when I dove into my messy wardrobe and found items of clothing of my ex. However, I still love the memories; good and bad. They feel like a story now.  your grey blue sweater-30th August 2018   Puddles of fabrics, Tumbling through the memories Of a sweet innocent past. Frantically Charging my sensory of the recall of the bakeries Boy.   I uncovered the grey blue sweatshirt From the deep shadows of my never ending wardrobe. You gave it to me on that wintery night before you blurt Out that you loved me with the br ..read more
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I’m going through an easy breakup
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
By the title, you’re already thinking what the fuck? When did this happen? When did you even have a boyfriend?  Um well. I have a lot to explain. Flashback to 8 months ago. The 2nd of February. I was at this party; completely wasted with a broken heart over this other long term relationship that died. Fun fact: the poem let’s forgot February is about that night. It was one of those parties where I knew hardly anyone. The guy who was hosting it was a mutual friend (anyways we’re like good mates now but that has no purpose to this story) and he went to another school so all around me there ..read more
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A chilled revise with me
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
God, I feel so ill and drained. It always seems the moment everyone gets back to school, germs are spread around and by the end of the week, theres just coughs and colds all over the school population. So, at this current moment, I’m in my pyjamas with a snot filled nose and eyes that feel like they have just been punched but I’m in a commitment today to get a blog post done. However, despite my cold, I have no work to do this weekend (apart from learning flashcards) to do because I finished everything I needed to be done in my free periods and at home. My friends though have loads of homework ..read more
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First impressions of sixth form.
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
Sixth form already has helped me to discover myself in a new and good way. It sounds cheesy and cringy but it’s true. At my last school, where I had people who known me through all my embarrassing stages of tween life, I began to feel disconnected from myself. The relentless comments in class about my ex boyfriends, my views and my appearance began to take a toll on my confidence. It had such a big affect that I started to recognise myself as how people described me which was that I was useless, ugly and unintelligent. But the moment sixth form started, I have just blossomed in my mental healt ..read more
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How i’m going to balance blogging and A-Levels.
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
The direction of where this blog is going has been playing on my mind for a couple of months now and I think it’s time to reveal what my plans is for Hideaway Girl. As you may or not know, I’ve just started sixth form at a new place where I hardly know anyone which in the next free weeks is going to be a challenge for me. It’s one of the most successful public sixth forms in the country and so, it means there will be a lot of work like all A-Levels. However, I still want to blog and talk to you guys about my normal ongoings and what I’m up to. But my life is going to be mostly studying. Which ..read more
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My gcse results (lol I failed one)
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
Hello everyone! It’s been a little while since I uploaded a blog post as I was on holiday and when I got back on Sunday, I’ve been working everyday and so I haven’t been able to write a blog post. But, today I do have enough time to talk about results. Last summer, before year 11, I had no idea what the year was going to bring so results day was a really important day for me and others. A lot of people have emailed asking about what grades I got and so fourth. But before I do that, i just want to make it clear that this blog post is in no way showing off or being rude but I like knowing other ..read more
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Body confidence on holidays
Hideaway Girl
by astrid
2y ago
Body confidence is something that I struggle with on the daily. Like many teenagers, I find beach holidays difficult even though I’ve been brought up near the coast. Today was my first day in Elounda in Crete (Greece) where I’m staying in this lovely hotel with two pools and the cliche hotel things like spas. It is a stunning area to stay in as I’m surrounded by these massive mountains towering over the sea with little white houses cruising on the hillside. However, quite obsessively, I was worried. Pools is something that I avoid on every holiday; it’s a place which I hate in my head. The lou ..read more
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