One Year
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3y ago
 Yes, I've been on a one year sort of hiatus. Nothing big happened but just got wrapped up in things. Will try and post more and start up again. No changes on the marriage front but some changes on the self identity. Still consider myself trans, but more of a sissy. Will go into that more ..read more
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Ongoing Struggles
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4y ago
This is going to be a little crazy and may put some people off so fair warning. Been really struggling with a lot of stuff lately. My sexuality, I know I am bi, my marriage, which I think is pretty much over, my gender, should I go full time as a woman/sissy? Yes, I said sissy. Since I am so submissive, I have taken to calling myself a sissy. I define being a sissy for me as a submissive, very feminine transwoman who wants to please others in all ways. I don’t see me as a child-like sissy.  All these things weigh on me but I am not moving forward on any of them. I know I should move forward ..read more
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Dirty - NSFW
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4y ago
There are days where I look at someone like Sissy Joyce and wish that is all I want to be myself. Read more here ..read more
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Defining myself
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4y ago
I am so distracted and thinking about where I want to go with who I am. I know that if I were to go full time, life would be extremely difficult and locating a job that would pay me anywhere what I need would be almost impossible. How do others make it happen? I am still looking at it but without some sort of assistance, I don’t see it happening. Sure, I may be happier, but will I even be able to live? Still trying to determine what/show I am, am I a sissy, a crossdresser, a transwoman? It seems like each group has issues with another group. Why can’t we all just be supportive and allow others ..read more
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The Struggle Continues.
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4y ago
Still struggling with who exactly I am. There are just so many categories that I can’t properly describe it. Transgender, sissy, crossdresser, bisexual, woman, and so many more. I just want to be me and not worry about it. It is becoming more and more difficult for me to keep this under wraps and not just kick down the closet door and go. There are only two things keeping me for doing it. I have basically been whining about it for years. Money and guilt. Money I think is the biggest issue. With enough money, I could move out and pay both my bills and the bills of the other house until we can o ..read more
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About me Redux
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4y ago
Finally going to do a post about me and my situation and thoughts so expect this one to be rather scatterbrained. I have always known I was/wanted to be a woman. As far back as I remember, I always identified with females I saw on TV or in life. I wanted to be the magician’s assistant, not the magician. I wanted to be a housewife or girlfriend. I just know it is who I really am and feel that would bring me not happiness, but peace in being who I really am and want to be. Lately, well, for years, there has also been the other secret side of me. The hidden slut I want to be. I dream of being w ..read more
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Tired
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5y ago
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been very busy and no time alone. I am a major introvert and need my time alone and yet, I don't seem to get any. My current job is with a school district. I work year round and yet, when the kids are gone, I am still not alone because the other workers all appear to be extraverts who feel the need to be right next to you and talking. I understand, but I just want to be left alone. I feel like with me not being able to be me, the no time alone, and other things, I am on the verge of a breakdown. Some mornings it is all I can do to not break down and cry, hit ..read more
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First Step Worries
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5y ago
OK, another longish post but not as long as it could be. Been holding back some anger lately and have been successful at it. People are just getting annoying and pushing my sanity. I still this the underlying reason for this is the fact that I am not living as my real, authentic self. I have been in hiding so long that I think Nicole is finally trying to break out and be free. It seems the only issues that are keeping her locked away revolve around money and stability. I need money to move out but also need to pay my obligations to my “old” life. I am not going to be one who runs and just leav ..read more
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Thoughts in my Head
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5y ago
Warning, this is going to almost be a random train of thought post so it may not make any sense what so ever but need to get it out. Depression and all sorts of thoughts have been creeping into my brain lately. Depression over not being able to let Nicole out of the closet, depression over keeping my sexuality in the closet, overall, just depression over being in the closet. I have been looking to move out and have even been looking online at apartments, but keep coming up with the cost. Affordable housing is difficult to find. I admit that if I did not have to pay for my half of a mortgage o ..read more
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