Madie's World
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I am just a mom. A mom to a very special little girl who is my heart and soul. I try my best. Madie has been dealing with seizures since she was young. Doctors do not know the cause of her seizures. She is developmentally delayed and at 6 years old still unable to walk on her own...What the future hold no one knows. This is madies story and kinda mine too thanks for reading.
Madie's World
2w ago
Im still breathing!
I have learned that I do in fact have one reader still. LOL
Let be begin by saying its been a FEW yeARS!
That last post was done less than a month before I decided to change my life forever! By change my life I dont mean come out of any closets or decide to be dude or shave my head... (that may be hot..)
"I am Jamie and I am an Alcoholic" had to come out of my mouth. YEP mama quit the sauce! The Ol Pino Grigio that kept me fueled for YEARS..
I dont know if I can be brutally honest about the turn of events that had me against the wall of utter defeat but it ..read more
Madie's World
3y ago
I miss how happy I was without even trying . I miss that girl.
I miss family. I miss hugs. I miss cooking for people and I still cook too much for myself you don’t even want to see my freezer of baggies!?
I cry a lot and I feel like what do I have to loose if I voice anger or TRUTHS..? I get it off my chest and I cry then I am back up and ready for a bad nights sleep and anxiety! It’s really great. I have to get things off my chest and it’s how I feel and I voice the truth! It calms me...
I Get to meet with new therapist next week maybe he or she can give me something to numb mysel ..read more
Madie's World
3y ago
Everyone Loved him.. my family was so disappointed in his actions they took him into our family and loved him!!!
He has done as he did to me to EVERY woman. (Call me crazy it’s ok) Ok yeah he’s the greatest and the best husband to the most amazing gullible person that any family could ask for!!! . I learned a lot during all this and yes I cried my fucking eyes out till I had no more energy left!!! I surrounded myself with strong women and it was so powerful and after such a long time I SAW that everything makes sense.... That I am blessed with these new and old friends who weather ..read more
Madie's World
3y ago
Does anyone even read this thing anymore?
Well Madies Dad married his lady of just over a year and I have felt like I have been divorced for the second time and seeing the place it happened in I mid as well have been married in a garbage dump. ? Our cheap little banquet hall....
I liked his nerd sneakers... he was never one to go buy new ones and he’s got like 8 pairs of fancy sneakers now. I hate that.
Please don’t leave me mean comments of Ohhhh get over it Jamie ... Please.
I will be alone and I will have 72 cats to keep me company in my old age.
I will ..read more
Madie's World
4y ago
Its a gorgeous day in the neighborhood today so Ill keep my post brief.. Just wanted to share a few pictures of my big girl it took my computer forever to upload and it beeped the entire time so its still beeping and my brain cant take any more! Its been a successful start to 7th Grade! Happy days and only fell asleep a few times lol
II wanted to add more but man this computer is slow and beeping upa storm. I hope everyone is well and hanging in there. XO I probably should blog on the Ipad.. New Stander is underway for school use and good things tc come! Very Blessed to have such awesom ..read more
Madie's World
5y ago
I feel like I have so much going on now.. First and formmost we have new diagnosis of Scoliosis for my sweet girl... Doctor said its mild but we still have to take her to a specialist to make sure and keep monitoring it for any progression... When Madie was a baby and began to have Infantile Spasms it was a devastating diagnosis that took a toll on us all... I prayed that she would be able to walk someday and well.. 3rd wheelchair later.. But she is a good sitter and can move her limbs and is still so much more than I could ever ask for.. She could face wearing a brace or even surgery.. whi ..read more